Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 1:19 PM
Was so worried that kelly services wont call me up for contract signing. But they finally called ! haha, but not yet ready. Hmmm. Anyways, did a lot of thinking through..and i've decided to put some things down, i would say.. burden & hatred..
Looking back, there's alot of things which I wished I didnt do, I wished I did. But well, it's all over.. so what can I say? I shouldn't regret, but I should do things to make up for it, and make sure I wont look back and say.. I should have done this.. blah blah blah?
So.. I've decided to type in this space which not much ppl read them.. and put everything behind..
I remembered in Sec school days how much I've gave up just for you (you know who you are), I remembered you telling me "thank you so much, you still go recess with me even when I scolded you" ...
So many things happened in between and I can still list out one by one because I've yet to put everything.. Do you remember everyday I would call you and bitch with you about our new job? And do you remember that you quarrelled with me just because I didn't send you to bus stop when you came to my house? AND do you remember that I skipped school and go to your house everyday just to do self study with you?
Yes, I thank you for motivating me to study. And in the end, when we were back to get our O's results, do you remember that we had an agreement that we will congratulate whoever who got better results and celebrate? Yes, of course you thought that you would do better than me like you always did ! But I scored better than you by 2 points and you broke down and cry.. Yes, of course, we didn't go celebrate in the end...
Then do you remember that we would hang out everyday in school, and I would take bus 81/39 with you even when I've got a straight bus home?
YES, and you told me you regretted leaving your clique just to be with me. BUT HEY, I sacrificed "K" and rest to "be with you" alright? Art classes, you like to sit one corner, but I always loved sitting with the rest and I gave in. Yes, it wasn't easy to be close... Yet you blew it off.
Remember when we just got into Poly? You met me everyday after school because you couldn't click with your classmates.. But when you got close with them? You "ditched" me away? Well, maybe im not that FASHIONABLE, HIGH CLASS or whatever as you.. Thats why...
Then came the tattoo thing, then you didn't listen to anyone's explainations? fine, i gave up..
that happened 1 year ago.. and till now...
yes..
Seriously,
i hate you for disrupting my life.
i hate you for making me go thru so much in sec sch.
i hate you for making me sacrifice so much.
i hate you for making me feel so small.
i hate everything you did.
but not anymore.. hating someone is tiring,
just like now..
if there's a chance to be friends with you again,
i would..
but maybe... it's never the same anymore.
Maybe you still hate me,
so be it...
I may sound childish here.. but really, its time to let go.
wait till i find that chance, i will let you know that your cert is still with me..
:)
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 3:07 PM
Just realised, 4 more days to 2010.. that's damn fast..
not much new year resolution because even if i have them, i'll end up forgetting what i've listed out. Haha, so not much of a use. Just hope that my Citibank job would be good and I would love it!
Really spending a lot of time with bf recently as he have got many days of leave to clear! He cleared half day on xmas eve, another half today, another day off on 30th! Love love love! Though I can't meet you on new year eve due to your DND, but me still love you as much! We'll go fly kite on the 1st kay, Heeee.
Nothing much happened during 2009, maybe it wasn't a really good year.
work was bad, very bad.. @ph1. except for working under Jac.
Grandma passed away.
too many downs with bf..
but look! there's also good side luh,
i left hell (my job),
im taking a 2-3months break now,
1st holiday with bf,
go to school,
new friends,
outings, bdays..
xmas !!
so manyyyyyyyyyyyyy. so its a good year(:
LOVED!
@ 11:53 AM
Day out with Ivy Yesterday was great, though I fell sick. :( I kept sneezing non-stop can! Anyway, we dine-d at Iluma SUPER WARM PLACE ! HAHAHA, then shopped at bugis street.. as usual, there's alot of people !!!
After much shopping, we went TCC to chillax. super in love with TCC drinks!
Love this date, really enjoyed myself ! Didn't shop much but i love all my loots :D
more pictures on FB ! Lazy to upload all here, hehehehe
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 12:53 AM
On christmas day itself, love slept through the morning !!! till 2plus in the afternoon, so mean.. But anyway, met him at about 5pm at my house, nua awhile then met Anthony & Clarissa for prawning ( YES AGAIN! ) And no doubt, again... very little prawns.. Oh man... :(
Anyway, we 'toasted' the prawns and off to kitchener road near jalan bersah plaza for lor mee! & LALA ! damn shiok. Went mustafah can! for 2 hours, hahahahahahahahahahahaha. did nothing much today except nua-ing with bf (: watched Mulan! bought VCD yesterday, i think its nice. cause got li jiu tze ! HAHAHA ;p
Night ! Shopping with Sunday lover tomorrow! Muack!
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 3:12 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !!!
how did i spend my xmas eve? definitely better than last year cause it was well-planned, maybe not really well-planned..but at least it's planned! haha! I went for second interview with Citibank, AND I GOT THE JOB!!! Pay is so much higher than when I was in PH1, anyway, thanks to raymond who introduced me this job(: after the interview, cabbed to BF's place, took a nap then off we go after watching growing up(HAHA).
Sorry,camwhored while waiting for him (:
Me Love This 2 The Best ! ♥♥♥♥
Okay lah! I know 50cents very nice lah, nicer than my face lah!!
Trained to town then to dempsey, JONES THE GROCER !!! walao, there wasn't even much people lor.. we were to kiasu already, went so early. but i think the food was damn good though i became sick of the meat.. but it was nice! BF's rice & prawn really taste good too.. thinking of it makes me hungry now, looking at the pictures made me drool......
That's bf ordering food ...
Ice blended Choc Mocha :p
His main course, (forgot the name.. but it's with tiger prawns!!)
My main, with&w/out flash..
Parma ham with chicken breast...
Anyway, this is really good. The ham is roasted then its wrapping the chicken breast!
(hungry already..)
Aftermath...
Action speaks louder than words, YES, Im the more romantic one..
Dinner was really filling, our faces tell you all! Initial plan was to have ice-cream at Ben&Jerrys, but we were too full to move !!
Then we went to marina barrage !!!
Never go before must take more pictures!!
Then we went prawning !!! not much prawns leh... hais! :(
Dear dear, thank you so much for today.. I really really enjoyed myself ! Muack! ♥♥
I swear you're the best ! ♥♥♥♥
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 3:41 PM
Went for both interviews, currently mind is in a whirl. Haha. Citibank Sales department called this morning and asked me to go for second interview tomorrow, if I get the job.. should i take it up? Sales leh!!!!! :\ But anyways, yeah..
baby's on leave tomorrow! BUT IVE GOT THE GOD DAMN INTERVIEW.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 12:06 AM
anyway, really very bored.. nothing much to do. as usual, can't sleep at night. ANYWAY! Citibank interviewS tomorrow, note the "S". I've got two of em, HAHA. One's sales and the other's admin/data entry. Of course I want data entry, so eng! But sales really can fetch a lot of money, so I want sales!! Work my ass off, then I can go to Taiwan happily ! Muack! Haha.
Alright, had movie with Bf just now. Princess and the Frog, not that bad, quite nice (:
SUPERDOG FOR DINNER! I love the Chilli Cheese Fries!!!
ultimate shioknesssss! mmmmm~
next , i wanna watch Avatar 3D & Alvin and the chipmunks!! :D
xoxo,
IloveYou.
